| Bad blood saturating the sheets and the blankets
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| Good god, there are ghosts floating up from the pavement
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| They flip over the houses, blood runs out from the basements
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| In it’s unholy flow
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| You remember this whimpering, thick, nauseous feeling
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| From your step-brother chasing you around with a staple gun when you were young
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| It was fun and then suddenly pain became a very real thing
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| Do you remember that feeling?
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| Similarly, this isn’t fiction
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| Well, actually mostly it is
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| Or a series of IRL moments cloaked in the vagueness that songs give
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| But when there’s nothing to say and you’ve got to say something
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| Fuck, I don’t even know
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| We pass on the street and say «hi» cause we have to
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| Even though both of us are clearly just like «I FUCKING HATE YOU»
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| So stilted and silent, not awkward just angry
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| Hey I gotta go, but I’ll see you at the show
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| It’s that song everybody loves, but the lyrics are garbage
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| And it stresses me out how often you’re mentioned
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| It’s like everyone we know collectively vomited up a pile of brown sweaters or
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| something and were so impressed with the results
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| That they put them on the wall
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| And I’m so sad you’re in my head
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| And I’m so sorry it’s so venomous
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| Especially because we’ve got like maybe four or five words ever spoken between
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| us
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| But I can’t heave my heart into my mouth
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| I can’t tell you
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| I can’t stop you
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| I don’t want to
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| This first day of school shit just seems to keep happening
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| Everybody says «Man, it’s so cool. |
| We’re so glad you’re doing your own thing!»
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| But worse than disdain is colossal indifference
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| The smiles are so big
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| And there’s no one at the gig
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| I’m either deep in the woods or on TV for everyone
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| And I know- it’s disgusting how much I think about myself in relation to nothing
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| The things that aren’t gonna stay just aren’t gonna stay
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| Like; |
| I was getting a tooth pulled in the free clinic in Portland in 2007
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| The dentist turned out to be this dude, a drummer whose band I’d recorded,
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| and somehow that was comforting
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| Then the Novocaine block kicked in
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| It closed up my throat and I was ready to go home
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| Maybe once this record comes out then I can stop drinking
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| That might look good on a press release or something
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| If they even still do those
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| Wait, I’m certain they still do those
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| And then the summer comes and then the fall comes
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| And then the winter comes and then the spring comes
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| And then the summer comes and then the fall comes
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| And then the winter comes and then the spring comes
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| And then the summer comes and then the fall comes
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| And then the winter comes and then the spring comes |