| I am closer to freshly earth below than to spirited air above
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| Sure enough, to breath means to live
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| But do i have any breath, any lungs?
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| And above all i’m waiting and sharing tides for a deathless while
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| Touching land like an anchor, irrevocably run aground admits the yet uncovered
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| Heaven remains silent, ground talks in whispers
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| Thou grand charmer-longing for this morbid flirt
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| Eternal rest grant to me!
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| 'Cause nothing seems as perfect as the art of coming apart
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| Beneath the dead standing tree, all is covered with coal-black leafage
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| Ground is gone…
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| Somehow strange, i tough feel save
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| I am counting static clouds, time and time again echoing the same line:
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| «I envy the Calm»
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| Am i immune to life?
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| Thou sage of absurd!
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| I am breathless furthermore I’m sleepless!
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| I am nameless, lately i’m soulless!
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| I am about to decide deadness, my inside-a Stygian darkness
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| And above all i’m waiting and sharing tides for a deathless while
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| Touching land like an anchor, irrevocably run aground admits the yet uncovered |