| Five roaches, psychosis, mind open
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| Eyes closed but still cry to find coping
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| Time slides in white smoke, I lie choking
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| Hiding my venomous dreams with high hoping
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| You’ve never felt pain until you’ve lost what you’ve held closest
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| Strains cutting my veins with thrombosis
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| The only beat I’ll ever truly feel is my heart’s pulses
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| Broke promises, hope my zones progress
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| It’s hard to face the place, your fate’s chosen
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| Your faith ain’t settled your state your brain’s emotion
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| Deranged focus, I cry for help but help remains hopeless
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| Till your soul is not ghostless
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| I turn light into dark to see the dead in the summer solstice
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| So my soul flows so corrosive
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| Till my last breath goes and the coffin closes
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| Lay down, you’ll blossom roses
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| I’m speaking so deep believe in my tone
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| I bleed on this beat, the reaper’s in zone
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| I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul
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| I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul
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| I’m scared of the day when Mary Jane murders me
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| Hurting internally with burns that are third degree
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| Left in the middle ground, lurking in purgatory
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| Demons they circle me, scheming and hurting me
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| Blood spills burgundy like thieves in the night
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| Fam I flee with the urgency, footsteps tertiary
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| Sight of my thought of the things that determine these
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| I speak with the force so my power doubles Hercules
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| Lie when I’m dead, but for now I live vertically
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| With too much to say so there’s no time for work or sleep
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| Break down your train of thought, rob it like a burglary
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| And that’s a certainty, it’s mine for eternity
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| Mind when the serpents sneak
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| Mind how your mind works and mind how you earn your keep
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| Mind you’re not left a chalk line on these dirty streets at 33
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| Fuck that I yearn for peace
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| I’m speaking so deep believe in my tone
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| I bleed on this beat, the reaper’s in zone
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| I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul
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| I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul
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| Closing eyelids, death on a chosen island
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| Rest in silence, memories flashing vibrant
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| Brain alive but body holds no compliance
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| Trying to hold on to life but it fades and spirals
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| Was a gift now it’s going so I need to ride it
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| No time for guidance, virus struck and it triumphed
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| Seen the light now I feel like I’m high and flying
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| Mind enlightened, man you know I’m fine with dying
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| I know God so let me leave earth and try and find him
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| Let me leave earth and try and find him |