Lyrics Amoeba - Flesh Field

Amoeba

I destroyed you to protect you
From all the things I never want to be
I ruined you so I could ruin me
No guilt, no sympathy for me
Self destruction never seemed so beautiful
Anesthesia only hides what won’t die
I’ve never climbed so high
But I only have further to fall
I never asked myself why
I never gave it any thought at all
I need to separate, to divide
Before I take you down with me
Perhaps I’m too sick to pray
Or not sick enough to
It’s too late for me
There’s nothing I can do to save you from me
Forget everything you are and forgive me