Translation of the song lyrics Runtuh - Fiersa Besari

Runtuh (original)

Ku terbangun lagi
Diantara sepi hanya pikiran yang ramai
Mengutuki diri
Tak bisa kembali tuk mengubah alur kisah
Ketika mereka meminta tawa
Ternyata rela tak semudah kata
Tak perlu khawatir ku hanya terluka
Terbiasa tuk pura pura tertawa
Namun bolehkan skali saja ku menangis
Sebelum kembali membohongi diri
Ketika kau lelah
Berhentilah dulu, beri ruang, beri waktu
Mereka bilang syukurilah saja
Padahal rela tak semudah kata
Tak perlu khawatir ku hanya terluka
Terbiasa tuk pura pura tertawa
Namun bolehkan skali saja ku menangis
Sebelum kembali membohongi diri
Ha ha ha aaa
Ha ha ha aaa
Ha ha ha aaaa
Kita hanyalah manusia yang terluka
Terbiasa tuk pura pura tertawa
Namun bolehkah skali saja ku menangis
Ku tak ingin lagi membohongi diri
Ku ingin belajar menerima diri

Runtuh (translation)

I woke up again
In the midst of silence, only thoughts are busy
Curse yourself
Can't go back to change the storyline
When they ask for laughter
It turns out that willing is not as easy as words
No need to worry I just got hurt
Get used to pretending to laugh
But it's okay for me to cry
Before lying again
When you're tired
Stop first, give space, give time
They say just be thankful
Even though willing is not as easy as words
No need to worry I just got hurt
Get used to pretending to laugh
But it's okay for me to cry
Before lying again
Ha ha ha aaa
Ha ha ha aaa
Ha ha ha aaaa
We are only wounded humans
Get used to pretending to laugh
But may I just cry
I don't want to lie to myself anymore
I want to learn to accept myself