| Elizabeth said last night the lake roared like the ocean
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| I was landlocked under the orange-white solstice moon
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| Imagine: imagining a place meant to conjure up another
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| Three degrees of hometown disconnect in my unborn daughter’s room
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| Take the 18 Bus past the place my grandfather grew up
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| Before he got out and met a pretty Swede at the Bible college choir
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| Left his sister wearing saddle shoes in the care of the county
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| With her forehead covered in electrode glue, as to not disturb the wires
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| Mistakes were made. |
| Grind it out: I can see the edges
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| The parts where the ends start hemorrhaging time and leaking love
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| Playing wounded so well, we fell like warm breath cooled
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| A class ring on a chain, the plastic jewel fell out
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| Got your ghost ghouling all over Milwaukee
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| Haunting the homes and the factories of captains of dead industries
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| I’ve been no place with the capacity to hoard shame like us
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| In the warehouses possessed and left unsold by the city
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| I was 20 in September in the Windex-dirty book store
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| And the cathode-green skinscreens were interrupted by the news
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| And those fuckers stole my story--my American narrative:
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| My connection, and my star-spangled nudes
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| Jimmer drew a minty Kool and a nine volt battery
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| And a pubic pile of grey steel wool
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| From his jacket on the balcony
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| He said we fucked up but won’t admit it
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| Due to endless imperial vanity |