Translation of the song lyrics Исповедь - FEDUK, mishlawi

Исповедь (original)

I wanted it to be perfect
Doing the best I can
But all the time I been searching
Now ain't no time on my hands
Before I'm closing the curtain
Dreams of me counting bands
And taking care of my momma
My sister and all my mans
Bitch all I know is that hustle
However I can
They say that I ain't go' get it
But they just playing pretend
I think nobody understand me
Not even my fans
And I think that they didn't hear me
So I'm gon' say it again
Так много ярких снов в одном
В воздухе табак и алкоголь
Всё, что, блять, опять запрещено, а
Пахнешь как Марина, где твой белый Porsche?
Загнался и устал
Весь мир против тебя, а
Бой с тенью в четырёх стенах -
И это навсегда
И мне не важно какой день
Я сегодня буду лучшим
Ставлю на репит teenage vibe
Двигай жопой, boujee
Раньше был никем
А теперь ты хочешь меня слушать
Я не знаю, что им нужно
Просто мне стало скучно
Так много ярких снов в одном
В воздухе табак и алкоголь
Всё, что, блять, опять запрещено, а
Пахнешь как Марина, где твой белый Porsche?
If I need you by my side
Is you gon' ride for me?
I dress you up in Prada
Say you proud of me
If you my dog, then don't you go
And switch no sides on me
Gotta watch my back, in the front
They tell em lies to me
Hollywood in the hills
Pen and paper, money deals
God know if I'm eating, then we all eat
Just hold it down for me
Так много ярких снов в одном
В воздухе табак и алкоголь
Всё, что, блять, опять запрещено, а
Пахнешь как Марина, где твой белый Porsche?
Так много ярких снов в одном
В воздухе табак и алкоголь
Всё, что, блять, опять запрещено, а
Пахнешь как Марина, где твой белый Porsche?

Исповедь (translation)

I wanted it to be perfect
Doing the best I can
But all the time I've been searching
Now ain't no time on my hands
Before I'm closing the curtain
Dreams of me counting bands
And taking care of my momma
My sister and all my mans
Bitch all I know is that hustle
However I can
They say that I ain't go' get it
But they just playing pretend
I think nobody understand me
Not even my fans
And I think that they didn't hear me
So I'm gon' say it again
So many vivid dreams in one
Tobacco and alcohol in the air
Everything that's fucking banned again, huh
Smell like Marina, where's your white Porsche?
Tired and tired
The whole world is against you
Shadow fight within four walls -
And it's forever
And I don't care what day
I will be the best today
I put on repeat teenage vibe
Move your ass boujee
Used to be nobody
And now you want to listen to me
I don't know what they need
I just got bored
So many vivid dreams in one
Tobacco and alcohol in the air
Everything that's fucking banned again, huh
Smell like Marina, where's your white Porsche?
If I need you by my side
Is you gon' ride for me?
I dress you up in Prada
Say you proud of me
If you my dog, then don't you go
And switch no sides on me
Gotta watch my back, in the front
They tell em lies to me
Hollywood in the hills
Pen and paper, money deals
God know if I'm eating, then we all eat
Just hold it down for me
So many vivid dreams in one
Tobacco and alcohol in the air
Everything that's fucking banned again, huh
Smell like Marina, where's your white Porsche?
So many vivid dreams in one
Tobacco and alcohol in the air
Everything that's fucking banned again, huh
Smell like Marina, where's your white Porsche?