Lyrics Apathy - fats'e, guccihighwaters

Apathy

Look in the mirror, all I see is death
See the glass fog up with the exhausted final breath
I crank the pain so I know how it feels
When it’s a tragedy, aren’t you all so amused?
You said I’m apathetic and I’ve heard that shit before
I really tried to care but life just numbs me to the core
I really tried to be a confidant I can’t ignore
I’ve given up on love, I guess my apathy’s a chore
I’m so selfish but I swear I’m gonna change
I’m well aware of all the bullshit that I say
And when you’re talking, I just stare up into space
Promise I’m listening, I’m just going insane
I’m so selfish but I swear I’m gonna change
I’m well aware of all the bullshit that I say
And when you’re talking, I just stare up into space
Promise I’m listening, I’m just going insane
Look up in the mirror, I just see a ghost
And when it shatters in my face, I can never cope
It left me broken and bruised
She playin' me, but never took a step in my shoes
Oh, I’m not worth it, baby, I am selfish
I can tell you that, but it never helps it
Helpless, insane, I cannot change
Helpless, insane, I cannot change
I’m so selfish but I swear I’m gonna change
I’m well aware of all the bullshit that I say
And when you’re talking, I just stare up into space
Promise I’m listening, I’m just going insane
I’m so selfish but I swear I’m gonna change
I’m well aware of all the bullshit that I say
And when you’re talking, I just stare up into space
Promise I’m listening, I’m just going insane