| I lie here waiting
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| For one of my sons to walk right through my door
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| But no one’s coming
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| 'cause everyone I’ve loved is lost, I’m on my own
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| My greatest fear is here and I don’t want to die alone
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| I want my family
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| They always said they needed me, but I need them more
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| It’s getting hard to breathe and I feel the cold
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| And it’s taking over
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| I see my friends and family
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| And my boys are by my side
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| Before it all went wrong
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| Before the both of them had died
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| And I will try just to go back to a time when I knew I had it all
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| I’d give anything to have them here beside me
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| But that’ll never be
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| I’m all alone
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| Dear God, how did this happen to me?
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| You left me with no purpose and left them both to bleed
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| They killed my boy at home and the other overseas
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| So now I’m left to rot alone and die in this hospital
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| If they could both just be here now
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| I’d let them know before I go, I’m so damn proud
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| But they are never coming home
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| So now I’m left to rot alone and die in this hospital
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| Give it up, surrender
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| Let it all subside, there’s no one by your side
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| You’ll never, you’ll never win this battle within
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| Your time has come, your body’s going numb, now give in
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| My skin goes cold as I’m barely breathing
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| My body’s done, I’ve lost all control
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| I want my sons right here beside me
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| But now they’re both gone, and I don’t want to die alone
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| I’m starting to feel my vitals failing
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| I’m drifting away to the dark unknown
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| Death sinks in as it overcomes me
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| My greatest fear is here, I don’t want to die alone
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| As the last beat of my old heart subsides
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| The doctors call the time, it looks like I’ve died alone |