
Date of issue: 29.03.2018
Song language: English
proud of me |
What am I worth? |
I’ve been wondering |
Since birth, have I done anything? |
For what it’s worth, I’d give everything |
On this earth, to make you proud of me |
Life is so long unless you die young |
I’m 21 with this gun on my tongue |
Mom, are you there? |
Dad, are you proud? |
Blood on my hands, call that a hand me down |
Shaking at night |
Crying alone |
You’re sleeping tight, safe in our home |
These circumstances have got me so low |
But this is the only way I’ve ever known |
High tides crashing under the moon tonight |
And I know that nothing will be alright |
And I hope that you get to see me shine |
Before I’m at your grave crying out «goodbye» |
I’m choking on words that I just can’t describe |
It’s hard to lie when I look in your eyes |
A shell of your former self |
I know you’re in need of help |
Your health is declining as time passes by |
I’m in denial and tensions are high |
I just wanna know what went wrong |
But I’m pretty sure this is my fault |
The pills kill the pain within, they ease you inside |
You’re not the mother that sang lullabies to me |
You give me anxiety |
I know that this most likely just won’t change |
I guess it’s better off this way |
High tides crashing under the moon tonight |
And I know that nothing will be alright |
And I hope that you get to see me shine |
Before I’m at your grave crying out «goodbye» |
High tides crashing under the moon tonight |
And I know that nothing will be alright |
And I hope that you get to see me shine |
Before I’m at your grave crying out «goodbye» |
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bad mood, bad year | 2017 |
deathbed | 2017 |
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Luna | 2017 |
netherrealm | 2017 |
Nobody | 2017 |
beautiful ghost | 2018 |
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it never rains anymore ft. SHINIGAMI | 2018 |
nicotine | 2019 |
5am | 2018 |
4AM | 2017 |
A Fallen Angel | 2017 |
Your Backyard | 2017 |
in vain ft. Kaiyko | 2017 |