| Leave me where you found me
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| With the arms of the darkness surrounding, around me
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| Throw dirt in my eyes and try convincing me
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| My love is blind
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| I lost you in the rubble like a diamond to the rough
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| Or a face beneath the stubble when the times are tending tough
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| I’m giving up, on giving up
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| Here we lay to rest a younger man than the one I now am
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| I now am half the one he was when I smothered him beneath my skin
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| Curse my fickle heart, my stubborn ways, my foolish pride
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| Wondering if ever there a better way to live
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| Or least some better way to die
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| Today is the first day of the rest of my life
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| Today is the first day of the rest of my life
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| I’m learning how to die
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| I set my sails for safer waters
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| I left my love for higher ground, don’t look down
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| I am watching from above, you sinking like a stone
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| I let you drown, I let you drown
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| Down on luck like a sinner feeling sorry for myself
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| Preacher man says if I’ll be damned you’re going straight to hell
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| Your god don’t love you anymore
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| My god, don’t you love me anymore
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| I am feeling I’m not where I am going
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| I am feeling I’m not where I am going
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| I am feeling I’m not where I am going
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| Or what I am going to become
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| The air is static in the attic where the ghosts of our past live
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| They are rust and bone (rust and bone!)
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| I still think of you out of habit like some kind of madness
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| But I am letting go, (I'm letting go!)
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| Of all my reasons for fear of failure, my demons beneath me Screaming let me
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| out (let me out!)
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| But I’m buried beneath the covers with the ghosts of my lovers Thinking never
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| or now, never or now
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| I’m losing sleep, I lost you once, I won’t lose you now again
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| I’ll scream and shout till my lungs give out
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| Till the blood runs cold beneath the skin
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| Forever my love
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| Forever my love
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| Forever my love
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| Forever my friend |