
Date of issue: 19.11.2019
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Popular Monster |
Yeah |
I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze |
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway |
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase |
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah |
I battle with depression, but the question still remains |
Is this post-traumatic stressin' or am I suppressin' rage? |
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase |
Yeah, it's not a fuckin' phase, I just wanna feel okay |
Okay, yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day |
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage |
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me |
'Cause I'm about to break down |
I'm searchin' for a way out |
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer |
I'm a popular, popular monster |
I break down |
Falling into love now |
With falling apart |
I'm a popular, popular monster |
I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze |
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I'll replace |
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace |
How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case? |
Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste |
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take |
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage |
Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay |
Okay, motherfucker, now you got my attention |
I need to change a couple things 'cause somethin' is missing |
And what if I were to lie? |
Tell you everything is fine |
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave |
I am terrified, I fell asleep at the wheel again |
Crashed my car just to feel again |
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me |
'Cause I'm about to break down |
I'm searchin' for a way out |
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer |
I'm a popular, popular monster |
I break down |
Falling into love now |
With falling apart |
I'm a popular, popular fucking monster, yeah |
Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh |
We're sick and tired of wondering |
Praying to a god that you don't believe |
You're searching for the truth in the lost and found |
So the question I ask is, oh, where the fuck is your god now? |
'Cause I'm about to break down |
I'm searchin' for a way out |
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer |
I'm a popular, popular monster |
I break down |
Falling into love now |
With falling apart |
I'm a popular, popular monster |
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer |
I'm a popular, popular monster |