Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Toxic Thoughts, artist - Faith Marie.
Date of issue: 08.11.2017
Song language: English
Toxic Thoughts |
I start this off staring at a blank page |
An open office document |
A blinking cursor |
Passing days |
Without a single word |
Some say it’s absurd |
Like I float along a stream of words unsaid |
Choosing not to cast my net |
But I spend so long questioning myself |
If this isn’t right |
Then does that mean I failed? |
Will my melodies ever live up |
Will my metaphors be profound enough |
Will I ever outdo myself |
The ceiling gets higher and higher |
It’s harder and harder to shatter |
And when I fall |
I fall worse than I ever did before |
Evaluating the damage no I just don’t understand it |
Conflicted by the very air I breathe |
A love with hatred laced between |
You can see it in my eyes |
A child’s spark light up the night |
Constant search for approval |
Suffocated by refusal |
Devouring my skull |
But never feeling full |
Oh dear I don’t wanna be a burden |
But could you please be a little more concerned with |
The overactive mind of a believer |
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever |
Oh dear if only you could feel it |
The crippling fear of being deserted |
You can’t touch the heat of this fever |
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever |
I start this off a little confused |
Writers block doesn’t exist |
It’s not a word I’m supposed to use |
Because it’s all in my mind |
A parasite I’m supposed to find |
But sometimes |
Well most times |
It’s so hard to define |
So I pour a couple drinks |
Getting drunk on gasoline |
Fire pulses in my veins |
I’m sick of waiting for the day |
That courage overtakes my brain |
For someone to say it’s ok |
I’ve lived my whole life afraid |
It’s time for me to be brave |
To embrace a forest |
That’s so dark and unknown |
Because no great adventurer has a paved path to roam |
They pave as they go |
Disappointed gazes leaving poisoned bread crumb traces |
I’m not taking the bait |
Let them rot in their place |
I deserve to be alright |
I deserve to sleep at night |
I’m my closest friend |
I remind myself again |
Better treat her well |
Cuz she’s with me till the end |
Oh dear I don’t wanna be a burden |
But could you please be a little more concerned with |
The overactive mind of a believer |
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever |
Oh dear if only you could feel it |
The crippling fear of being deserted |
You can’t touch the heat of this fever |
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever |
Sometimes I forget the feeling |
Of every single nerve tingling |
Better than any lovers' touch |
I’ve created tears of pain and burns of lust |
I’ve created a forest a safe place for myself that others have found |
Some attempt to destroy and others feed the ground |
Fertilize my mind with melodies and rhymes |
A sorcerer of time take you back to the night |
When you pondered your death when somebody left when you lie away broken cause |
your head is unkept and let me remind you |
That everything is temporary |
You and I are temporary |
And this feeling that’s so scary |
Someday you’ll realize that thoughts so heavy |
Don’t mean you’re unsteady |
But that you’re only getting ready to say nice to meet you to somebody you |
never knew |
You |