
Date of issue: 04.04.2011
Record label: Red Parlor
Song language: English
I Killed Myself but I Didn't Die |
I killed myself but I didn’t die |
She crossed her heart and stuck a needle in her eye |
She promised me she’ll never leave me alone |
She doesn’t sleep she only calls me on the phone all night |
I went to school but I didn’t learn |
I touch the fire but I didn’t feel the burn |
Somehow I got desensitized to the world |
I hate pop music and I hate that you can learn |
I killed myself but I didn’t die |
Now in the hospital they’re covering |
None of the visitors can look me in the eye |
They say «how are ya?"but they don’t apologize, oh no |
And my mom came in, she was having trouble trying to speak |
She could see that her boy was some sort of freak |
I killed myself but I didn’t die |
Now she’s my baby, she’s the apple of my eye |
She only wants a sensitive guy |
And I’ve been in and out of my mind three times |
That’s just the way, the way I always was |
I go to therapy but I don’t take the drugs |
I try and really look my life in the face |
I think I’m learning that there’s no way to escape, oh no |
And the worst part is that I didn’t even really care |
It’s just to be or not to be and either way I’m only barely there |
I killed myself but I’m still around |
I think the living dead will like me better now |
I’m gonna socialize, I’m gonna go out more |
I’ll be so beautiful with nothing |
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