| Yeah yeah yeah
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| You will come where I go
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| Yeah
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| Oh Oh yeah yeah yeah
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| Yo
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| Ay
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| See I just met another one
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| She felt just like the other ones
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| Met a gang of great women
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| Been in love with none of em
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| Could never give my heart away as hard as I try
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| While they speak from the heart I give a heartless reply
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| And being single doesn’t mingle with my struggle with lust
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| Passionate showers leave me bathing in a tub of disgust
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| The same women commend me for my vow to be celibate
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| Be hella quick to tempt me and get me out of my element
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| And they say they want a man of God but here’s the deception
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| I put God in front of 'em and they can’t deal with rejection
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| Maybe I fell into lust the Spirit brought the correction
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| And God has told me that you’re not the one that I ought to invest in
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| I repent
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| I admit it I was wrong when I fell
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| But is it fair I bare the blame cuz you dishonored yourself?
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| Nah
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| We both played a very equal part in this sin
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| Soon as one of us is weak then we go starting again
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| You know how many fornications simply start with a grin?
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| Then you wake up laying next to someone you thought was a friend?
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| I been in that place so many times I can’t even care to count
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| Can’t give you specifics
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| But it has been a fair amount
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| You may not realize when satan’s using you to ruin me
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| But imagine if you chase the Lord the way that you pursuing me
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| I’m trying to walk better these days
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| Knowing a good Father gon' correct His son whenever he strays
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| I said I’ve had enough of playing games now
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| I’ve been feeling for awhile
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| I’m abusing His grace
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| If you knew what I know then you’d come where I go
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| Shoulda been much stronger I can’t do this any longer
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| See I ain’t had sex in six years huh
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| But I just watched porn like six hours ago
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| And in Jesus there is hope
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| And I do see growth because I ain’t the dude I was in 2004
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| But that ain’t no excuse for my weakness
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| When the word says receive him and I can defeat this
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| It’s so grievous
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| Sometimes I can’t even get sleep at night
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| Sometimes feeling hella strong
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| Others I’m too weak to fight
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| It’s hard to find accountability when every person that you know that you roll
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| with
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| They are dealing with the same struggle
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| Instead of attacking it with passion
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| Like it’s disastrous we laugh at sin
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| And that’s exactly when
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| The stain doubles
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| 80 percent of pastors admit to being addicts to some sort of sex or pornography
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| Then when we look at how these church girls dress trying to cater to our flesh
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| Instead of focusing on modesty
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| We force a lot of marriage
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| But there is no monogamy
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| We focus on these heretics while they’re performing sodomy
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| And we make no apologies to God it seems
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| We will never wake up we’re too busy to follow dreams
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| No reverence for the Holy Spirit
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| Basically we’re power fiends
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| Our ministries He considers shallow schemes
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| Huh
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| Christ died to make us holy
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| And He said «Thou shalt place no God’s before me»
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| Forgive us
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| I said I’ve had enough of playing games now
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| I’ve been feeling for awhile
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| I’m abusing His grace
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| If you knew what I know then you’d come where I go
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| Shoulda been much stronger I can’t do this any longer |