Lyrics Reoccurring Dream - Ethan Gruska

Reoccurring Dream

Heaven, help me, I don’t understand
Heaven, help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me
And it’s no surprise if you don’t understand
If you’re blindsided, I’d have trouble blaming you
I’m good at hiding how I feel
Always worried what you’re thinking of me
And reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson?
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression
Heaven, help, I want to understand
I don’t know where to start getting close to you
But maybe you’re not running from me
I’m always pushing people away unknowingly
And reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson?
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression
Heaven, help me, I don’t understand
Heaven, help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me