Lyrics Substance Abuse - Esham

Substance Abuse

He’s coming back isn’t he?
Yes, you want him back
Yes, god help me i do
I’m confused, what’s the use, what’s my excuse
So much substance abuse, substance abuse, substance abuse
Substance abuse (2x)
Nobody ever say they wanna be mother fuckin' junkie but the spots keep bumpin'
in my hood
Somebody dont plumpin' jumpin' up and down
When the bag touchdown, just like you got a fuckin' touchdown
But let me tell ya if you out of bounds
These niggas never runnin' out of rounds
I’m sittin' by myself and I’m
Drinkin', drinkin', drinkin', drinkin', drinkin', drinkin'
I must me an alcoholic
That’s what I’m thinkin', thinkin', thinkin', thinkin', thinkin', thinkin'
Shit is heretitary, is another drink necessary
I’m drivin' down the road drunk high speedin' fast
Headed to tha cemetary
I’m confused, what’s the use, what’s my excuse
So much substance abuse, substance abuse, substance abuse
Substance abuse (2x)
I’m drinkin' at the cemetery, remeniscin' with the dead folks
My dead homie made me laugh when he died cause he just said a joke
He said I’m the last rapper left alive, cause everybody else died
Right along with hip hop, spit the acid round, keep the nine by my side
Highs how I ride, I’m gettin' this bread
Two fifths till the end, I should of been dead
I’m confused, what’s the use, what’s my excuse
So much substance abuse, substance abuse, substance abuse
Substance abuse (2x)
My brain need endorfines or I’ma just be morphine
Into a corpse and dead body in coffins
I think about murda often, body outline and chalkin'
Drinkin' with the spirits tell me can you hear it
When them killers be talkin'
The bloody trail I’m walkin', you better use some caution
A lot of lives were lost in this kill a fetus abortion
Been married to the game for a long time, why you divorsin'?
But still I know the killer be inside of me
I roll with the four horsemen
Weed, cocaine, ecstacy, speed, alcohol is all that we need
I’m confused, what’s the use, what’s my excuse
So much substance abuse, substance abuse, substance abuse
Substance abuse (2x)