Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Alive and Well , by - Eric Reprid. Release date: 19.07.2018
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Alive and Well |
| Alive and well |
| Back then my priority was to save myself |
| Knew I had to get my head straight for I went all out to go chase the wealth |
| always seein' through it |
| 3 am when we would get into it |
| Mama cried like every night I didn’t mean to do it |
| She just wanna know what I’m doin' but I don’t tell her though |
| Whenever I tried explainin’s like she seen a ghost |
| That’s why don’t say nothin' keepin' my eyes low just like they hoped |
| Since high school it was me and C |
| Listenin' motivation tapes while we on the way to get somethin' to eat |
| Tryin' to drown this anxiety |
| Questionin' these old views lookin' at the man like who the fuck are you |
| Fuck up out my way I ain’t got shit to lose |
| Mo’fucka I got shit to prove |
| Remember walkin' in New York on my birthday |
| Moms was still tryna get me to live her way |
| Strollin' round time square feelin' boxed in with my soul drained |
| Tired of fightin' they fears ain’t gon' carry no more dead weight |
| Wrote two verses on the plane back home on some lonesome shit |
| Sent the demo to Kora, she gave a hook, then we dropped that shit |
| Somehow in the first week it hit 20k |
| Universe by my side now I could finally show mom some change |
| Tensions high like everyday |
| But a lil' blue peekin' through the grey just validated the way we movin' |
| Wasn’t tryna still be student |
| Demons on me them shits be ruthless |
| Think I gave my two sense about ten times |
| Slowly shiftin' they paradigm |
| I been adjusted to the fuckin' fights |
| February 2017 was the second time I tried to drop out |
| The first time I was 17 and I choked up and I tapped out |
| Okay but now it’s fuck the past I’ma get it right no fucks given |
| Tears shed every single day holdin' my position |
| Family my opposition |
| Even grandma begged me to listen |
| They just hung up on old tradition |
| I won’t pay attention let alone tuition |
| Need to get it this fuckin' instance |
| Always claimin' that I’m delusional |
| Is what it is I’m not froze I’m blessed |
| On house arrest 'till I need to leave then I’m gettin' faded |
| Just to ease the stress I don’t feel enough |
| Woke up faded always down too much |
| Friends got they own niche need a goodnight that’s when we all get in touch |
| Fuck around and then it’s back to business |
| Need my balance but they don’t get it |
| Lookin' at me like I’m pathetic |
| That shit she talk I’m not interested |
| I’m interjectin' tryna cut a deal |
| Gimme two fuckin' years to show that this shit is real |
| I’ma go and make what you make off the music and then see how you feel |
| Took a second |
| Said you only got two years to go make it happen |
| May 2019 if you ain’t made it then you gotta quit the rappin' |
| Finally they done quit the yappin' |
| Finally I can get to actions |
| Prayin' this whole fuckin' mess gon' work out and be worth the damage |