Lyrics Behind The Chapel Walls - Epicurean

Behind The Chapel Walls

The world alive, bathed in moonlight
As I walked past my grave in the fog
Observe her from lying beside the stone
And the letters she left in my name
Where I longed to speak the worst of my soul
I watch the tears that run down her face
Drop to the ground with ever knowing that
I crossed a wide ocean of change
Consumed by desperate despair all the way
Yet, despite every hallow remain
That I’ve gone through, the ghost is always you
Behind the chapel walls where my soul’s laid to rest
There within a moment I understood
I, the watcher just a silent silhouette behind the gates
By god, one day, help me forgive myself
Yet, despite every hallow remain
That I’ve gone through, the ghost is always you
She the conspirator will guide my hands and cleanse my soul
Though I have remained silent, the search is over and I let go
I will find the voice to describe all the horror inside my mind
With determination I’m just a servant to the silence, the silence I despise
Where in my heart beats a guiding voice?
A sullen hand to suffer my choice and now to decipher
The moments gone I finally understand my fate
And what has to come to be worth the pain
And ride the seas of change whatever I become
Like me for the moment her face is gone
Life’s lust, my only friend
No more the answer to force my own life to change
I crossed a wide ocean of change
Consumed by desperate despair all the way
Yet, despite every hallow remain
That I’ve gone through, the ghost is always you
Breathing, cause the movement when life is gone
Still the silent silhouette, may my search be over
And lend me to rest I felt the anguish in that movement
Discovering me but consequently give me tired soul to be separate