| You and I, we can’t keep making the same mistakes over and over.
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| I know I let you down when you thought, I couldn’t hurt you anymore
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| but it wasn’t something that I’ve planned or something I did on purpose.
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| That’s just my path and I keep moving on.
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| Remember when you said:
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| you need to think about everything I’ve done to you?
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| All the things I’ve done to you.
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| What’s the fucking point of it, now?
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| Did you ever just fell asleep because you couldn’t take your own way of
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| thinking?
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| Did you ever try to reconstruct the things that run through your head during
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| the moments, you spent with me?
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| I know you didn’t.
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| And that’s why everything was meant to fail, everything that we’ve built up
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| through the last years.
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| I spent so much time,
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| to keep me from drowning deeper into that hole, you’ve kept digging.
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| It’s tearing me apart,
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| that I’ve lost you in my life and I need to remove you from my mind to release
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| me from the pain.
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| Memories find their own way into my head, they haunt me in my sleep and there’s
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| someone who’s talking to me.
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| It’s the sound I feared the most, but I don’t question you anymore.
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| The things I’ve learned from you helped me to get over everything that time
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| couldn’t heal.
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| Now you’re just a ghost like everbody else around me.
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| You’ve become something that I can’t hold onto anymore.
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| I cut my hands off to resist the need to feel your breath on my fingers.
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| You will never know what your love meant to me because you never listened,
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| anyway. |