| And I wonder would my life be different if you never woulda taken yours
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| And I know that’s selfish but your memory’ll break my heart
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| I remember walkin' in your offices the day we met
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| And I played you songs and you said I’d be a great success
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| Shit, I ain’t make it yet, I wonder if you’re hearin' this
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| Ain’t work together long but maybe since you’re gone, you’re curious
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| I’m wonderin' if heaven got XM or a Sirius
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| And if you hear my interviews and know that I been killin' shit
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| And my career has been crazy, a lot of highs and lows
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| On the day we met, I said it’s finally my time to blow
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| My other manager trippin', he thought I’m gon' leave
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| He thought that my ambition was replacin' all my loyalty
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| On Thursday, we was textin', was supposed to link the next day
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| I woke up around 11 and washed up, got ready
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| I walked out of my crib and got a text from your assistant
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| She asked me to reschedule to Monday, I said I’m with it
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| Finished textin' and sat by my building a couple minutes
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| Then I walked into my crib and I logged into my Twitter
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| And my heart was beatin', hard to breathe, all I see is R-I-P
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| I was supposed to be with you the moment that they called police
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| When they found you bleedin' in your yard, musta been hard to see
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| You in heaven now but would you ever make a star of me?
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| Man, I can’t help but wonder, what would happen if they never put you under?
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| Rest in peace
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| Life got in the way, life got in the way of a lot of things man
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| That’s okay, it’s a part of my story, every struggle
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| Every struggle was a lesson, every lesson is a blessing, you feel me?
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| Like, without all these trials and tribulations
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| Without god testin' me like this, I would not be the person that I am today
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| I wouldn’t have these stories, I wouldn’t have this music
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| I wouldn’t have this gift to share with anybody
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| So every time I’ve ever had to overcome something, it’s been motivation
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| That’s really what it is, this isn’t a story about roadblocks
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| This is a story about findin' motivation in the hardships
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| And letting that compel you to be great, you know?
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| I’m blessed, I’m in the best situation of my life
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| There are so many things to look forward to
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| I never felt better, I feel so blessed, I feel so blessed |