Lyrics I Did This to Myself - ELZ AND THE CULT

I Did This to Myself

My life to see the blank pages\nI run down the dark river for the wicked\nUnder the eclectic moonrise\nWhen i was a child, i didn’t know\nWhat happy felt like\nMagical distortions bleed my heart\nWill you even love me?\nReckless questions, floating\nHeavenly demons hold my hand\nI did this to myself\nI have tried to kill every sense\nNot to think about your breathe, your smile\nI did this to myself\nI have tried not to become insane\nAnd i ruined it, look at me\nI did this to myself\nMy life to see the burned pages\nI run down the chrome river for the wicked\nUnder the electric sunrise\nWhen i was a child, i didn’t know\nWhat happy felt like\nMagical distortions broke my mind\nWhy do you really hate me?\nReckless questions, floating\nHeavenly demons hold my hand