| So hear yourself, fine idea colonies here
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| I stopped being in front of you ages ago
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| Is it gonna be another self bidding note?
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| Cuz i’m so sick of everything
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| Mostly sick of myself being pathetic for so long
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| It somehow fells of me crying all my life
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| I’m almost saying my vision of everything filtered through rain
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| I wish, i could even wish for something to happen
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| I can no longer hope, feeling something or dreaming was
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| No longer up
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| Somewhere in my foolish child being
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| I dare not hope, i dare not fight
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| (Say goodbye to the comfort
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| I only wish i could be unlearnt, completely forgotten
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| Me and my meaning was journeying through life
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| Can i just fade away?)
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| I hear noises in the dark
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| And hope I only dream
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| My head is the only place
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| Where I can hear myself
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| All I do is breathing in
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| (Say goodbye to the comfort
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| I only wish i could be unlearnt, completely forgotten
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| Me and my meaning was journeying through life
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| Can i just fade away?)
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| All I do is breathing out
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| Erase me
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| From all hoping and dreaming
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| And wishing on stars
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| Erase me
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| Into lonesome obsessions
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| And unhealing scars
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| Erase me
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| There is no other dawn
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| I am longing to see
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| Erase me
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| I’m near but my heart is cold
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| My eyes can’t hold the tears
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| I’m here and my mirror shows
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| My childhood’s ghastly fears
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| All I do is breathing in
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| (What if I want to fade away?)
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| All I do is breathing out
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| Erase me
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| From all hoping and dreaming
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| And wishing on stars
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| Erase me
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| Into lonesome obsessions
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| And unhealing scars
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| Erase me
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| There is no other dawn
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| I am longing to see
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| Erase me…
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| (I'm for the chance of inspiration
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| I wish someone else made all the decisions for me
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| Putting me out of a misery of how to choose and want
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| Like curcifixial options
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| For my encourage to give up?
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| Since i can never be dealt with the pain
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| Not regretting for the love like this
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| I’m just wondering…
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| Is it not okay to be born?
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| That you’re having love like this
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| What is left for me to wait for?
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| Should i condemn myself to keeping or leaving
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| Just to warn for all that i’ve lost and feel like
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| Or some superior power finally decides to give an end
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| To the those of myself would have become?
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| If i ain’t get self notion anymore
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| I only wish i could be unlearnt, completely forgotten
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| Me and my meaning was journeying through life
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| Can i just fade away?)
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| What if I want to fade away?
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| Making mistakes I’ve always made
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| What if I want to fade away?
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| Making mistakes I’ve always made
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| What if I want to fade away?
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| Making mistakes I’ve always made
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| What if I want to fade away? |