
Date of issue: 22.03.2004
Record label: Red House
Song language: English
Ballad Of Yvonne Johnson |
My name is Yvonne Johnson, my native blood is Cree |
I’m here to tell the story of the life stolen from me |
My grandfather’s grandfather was the great war chief Big Bear |
And Flora my grandmother worked with medicine and prayer |
My mother’s from Saskatchewan, my dad’s U.S. marine |
And I was just a half-breed falling somewhere in between |
Raised up in a reckless world of drugs and alcohol |
The police killed my brother Earl, the only one who cared at all |
Cleft palate split my face in two, my words came soft and spare |
I lived in shame and ridicule, foundations of despair |
Daniel let the kids all watch when I was oly three |
He threw me on the table, forced himself inside me |
My brother Leon learned from him what I learned not to tell |
Cause when my daddy found him then he had his way as well, boys |
He took me down as well |
I didn’t have a language for the pain I suffered through |
Escaping into marriage, but your past just catches up with you |
Until I had three children and a ragged family |
A desperate urge to keep them from the wolves that got to me, boys |
Wolves that got to me |
I wish I could forget that night, the way the cards all fell |
The deck was stacked against me and I played my part so well |
Three days on the party in a drunken revelry |
Shirley Ann said Chuck had plans to lure my kids from me |
I wrapped the cord around him there, they beat him round the head |
They threw him down the cellar stairs and pulled the cord til he was dead |
Courts set me up to take the fall, I went down silently |
I’m doing life in prison now for murder first degree |
While they got leniency |
Grandmother, grandmother, send your prayers to me |
Protect me and my children, for I love them endlessly |
Creator, creator, I have come alive |
Medicine bear woman, doing life at 35, life at 35 |
I pray |
Help me to make my amends to those that I have harmed |
Grant them love and peace so they may understand I’m sorry |
Help me share my shame and pain so others they might do the same |
And so awaken to themselves and to all people of this world |
Hai hai |
Hai hai |
Aho |
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