Lyrics Hold It In - Eldest 11

Hold It In

Gas Chambers…
Leading me down where the orchestras play…
The destruction… and symphonies
Violent songs to me…
The violent games that we play…
Building castles in my mind
Trebuchets in my eyes…
Monster!
When you’re out of line…
And the shrouds you build
Doesn’t make any sense at all…
And I hold it in… And I held it in… Just hold it in…
In my eyes, I’m not there
Look at me!
They’ve taken everything away from me
In my eyes, I’m not there
Look at me!
They’ve taken everything away from me
Take your pills!
I watched you build your barricades…
Now you look afraid… Tell me how you really feel!
Covered in white… I've been down for too long
Now I’m ready to fight… So hollow inside!
And I hold it in… And I held it in… Just hold it in…
In my eyes, I’m not there
Look at me!
They’ve taken everything away from me
In my eyes, I’m not there
Look at me!
They’ve taken everything away from me
Taken everything away from me… Taken everything away from me…
Just give me space!
Let me feel everything!
I’m tired of feeling this way
God made me this way… How can you judge anything?
You don’t even know, you’re not me!
and I’m not there…(no longer there)