Lyrics First String - Eldest 11

First String

Hey Soul… There's alot you don’t know
How could you do that to me?
Attach yourself without warning!
I need to be numb
For a little while, and make it ok
Cut my soul away with razors and knives
It’s better to leave broke in this disease
It Kills.(I suffocate).Everything I try to be
Leaves me empty…
Leaking gasoline
Even though she wants me
I’ll take the morphine so I can’t feel anything
I need to be numb
For a little while, and make it ok
Cut my soul away with razors and knives
It’s better to leave broke in this disease.
(I suffocate)…
Everything I try to be, leaves me empty…
Leaves me empty… On skinned knees… First-String…
It may not matter anyway…
My heart… Another mental breakdown I pushed down
Open up the set and make your move
What colors your thread?
The virus in the skin…
(She's got a virus in her skin)
Will you stitch me up to heal?
Like bridges with gaps that collapse and die?
Leaving me open, injecting poison…
Be still my beating heart…
It’s better to leave broke in this disease
I can’t bare (I suffocate)…
Everything I try to be, leaves me empty…
Leaves me empty… On skinned knees… First-String…
I’ve died a thousand deaths because I couldn’t stop myself!
I’ve died a thousand deaths because I couldn’t stop myself!