Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Sober , by - Ekoh. Release date: 05.12.2018
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Sober |
| Yeah, feeling sick again |
| Swore the last time was the last time |
| But look at me on a slip again |
| Wish I was different but it’s always the same |
| So strained a feeling of that withdrawal pain |
| And all my friends they don’t understand |
| It’s been a minute since you got a bag maybe it wasn’t that bad |
| And you can just have one now |
| And I’ll be taking one balloon so high I’ll never come down |
| So wake me when it’s over I got to try to fix this |
| I’ll call you when I’m sober or when I’m not resistant |
| I’m sorry that you love me, I know you hate it |
| Fucked up when I stopped being grateful and got complacent |
| I’m only high cause I been feeling this low |
| And that’s the only make it back to normal I suppose |
| And I know you think I’m perfect but all of that’s a facade |
| And trying to hide how I been feeling is lonelier than I thought |
| So put the bottle down, I really don’t trust what I do |
| I make the worst decisions sober that’s the fucking truth |
| Cause I don’t take the first hit when I’m already blitzed |
| I take it clear headed uncomfortable in my fucking skin |
| You don’t know what I’ve done |
| I swear to God that if you did |
| Then your heart would be broken into a million pieces |
| Had it all but I lost it in a blink |
| Afraid to ask for help cause I’m afraid of what you think |
| Mama I’m so sorry I’m not sober anymore |
| Daddy please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor |
| To the ones who never left me we’ve been down this road before |
| I’m so sorry, I’m not sober anymore |
| And I’m just hoping for some happy in the end |
| Trying to be a hero I can’t even save my friends |
| You don’t know where I’m at or where I’m going where I’ve been |
| So don’t try to pretend |
| I’ve got an itch I’ll never scratch but I’m going until I bleed |
| Like who the fuck are you to tell me what you think I really need |
| Cause I’ve awoken up a beast that never stops until it feeds |
| And it’s been eating me alive inside my dreams |
| And I don’t mean to make you nervous when you think of me |
| Everybody is leaving me it’s hard to find someone to relate with me on this |
| frequency |
| I’m sitting in another meeting on the west side |
| Raising my hand again |
| This was not the plan again |
| Just sick of being sick |
| What’s that insanity? |
| Like it’ll be different this time but it’s never different though |
| And it doesn’t happen quick it happens gradually |
| And I never thought that life would be this fucking difficult |
| Just got a feeling I’m losing and maybe that’s a fact |
| Maybe these feelings are feelings I shouldn’t treat as facts |
| Like it’ll pass if you just try to let it go |
| But you will never understand the way it gets when I’m alone no |
| I don’t know how to love I swear to God that if I did |
| Your heart wouldn’t be broken into a million pieces |
| Had it all but lost it in a blink |
| Afraid to ask for help cause I’m afraid of what you think |
| Mama I’m so sorry I’m not sober anymore |
| Daddy please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor |
| To the ones who never left me we’ve been down this road before |
| I’m so sorry, I’m not sober anymore |
| I can’t do this all on my own |
| You’re never too far gone to come back home |
| I can’t do this all on my own |
| You’re never too far gone to come back home |
| I can’t do this all on my own |
| You’re never too far gone to come back home |