Lyrics May 16 - Earth Caller

May 16

Disarray, from only feeling the rust
Now there’s rust on this heart that can no longer trust
I incinerate, everything that I touch
Why the fuck did I even get up?
Well I can’t anticipate, what it is people want
I hid from the sun until I realized
I could alleviate, people drowning in mud
So do as you please cause I’m not one to judge
And tell me your burdens, what weighs on your soul
I’ll tell you the things you should already know
And you’ll feel relief, but I’ll feel alone
And it’s getting hard to cope
As the years come and go emptiness takes it’s toll
I keep telling myself to believe that there’s hope
I might as well be on the roam
There’s nothing reminding me of home
The damage is done
From all the shit I had to overcome
I faced all my fears, I fought all my demons
And won
Still it seems like there’s nothing
Inside of me alive
Only rust, only smoke
It’s in my blood, it’s in my bones
And as May 16, comes and goes
It’s another year alone
Another year alone
Disarray, have I not given enough?
I swear I would empty my blood
But would you reciprocate
Before I turn into dust?
Would someone save me from the sun
Before I disintegrate?
Ha
Before I disintegrate
So tell me your burdens, what weighs on your soul
I’ll tell you the things you should already know
And you’ll feel complete, but I fucking won’t
And it’s getting hard to hope
As the years come and go emptiness takes it’s toll
I keep telling myself to believe but I don’t
I might as well be on the roam
There’s nothing reminding me of home
The damage is done
From all the shit I had to overcome
I faced all my fears, I fought all my demons
And won
Still it seems like there’s nothing
Inside of me alive
Only rust, only smoke
It’s in my blood, it’s in my bones
And as May 16, comes and goes
It’s another year alone
Another year alone
The damage is done
The damage is done
From all the shit I had to overcome
I faced all my fears, I fought all my demons
And won
Still it seems like there’s nothing
Inside of me alive
Only rust, only smoke
It’s in my blood, it’s in my bones
This is all I know
May 16 comes and goes
It’s another year alone
Another year alone