| When Ed awoke on March first he was filled with a self loathing he could not
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| endure
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| I had no desire to continue living with all the problems that were inside my
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| head
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| Unable to make a living, at age 49, Alec walked into the woods near his house
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| and shot himself
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| I have taken my life in order to provide capital for you, it’s purely a
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| business sensation I hope you can understand that
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| I have to undergo the constant pressure from auditsis and its more than I can
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| stand, I just don’t have the energy to start over
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| I didn’t want to mess up the house so I’m back by the canoe
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| Dr. Frank Galveston had his distinguished and productive career
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| He had a wife and kids; |
| to all the world he appeared to have a rich and happy
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| life
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| But at age 56 Frank walked down to his favorite beach in Pensacola Florida
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| And shot himself in the head
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| Dearest Samantha, I can no longer endure the pain, I can no longer endure the
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| pain, I can no longer endure the pain
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| We have often talked about when a person’s time is up, and mine is now
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| My fucked up life
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| I came home and found our son lying dead on his bed of a gunshot wound
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| He had his headphones on and there was an Ozzy record on the turntable so we
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| called our lawyer
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| I’m angry I hate you I also, of course I’m not too satisfied with myself,
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| I’m not taking things very well, and im gonna blow up the whole thing,
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| individual tanks, a bunch of pills, and a message maybe even stated explicitly,
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| verbally, the individual says
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| I hate you you’re an evil person I, uh, want you to, uh, jump out the window,
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| or kill your self, or shoot yourself, or make yourself a sacrifice to the
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| deity, and uh, goes ahead and does it
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| I just looked back and got the for me and closed my eyes, and…
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| Falling, falling from my oppression
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| God where are you now
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| Falling, falling from my oppression
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| God where are you now
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| Where are you now
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| God where are you now
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| Sanctity, the devil brought to me
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| And he told my fate
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| Sanctity, Sanctity, Sanctity, Sanctity
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| Sanctity, the devil brought to me
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| And he told my fate
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| Sanctity, Sanctity, Sanctity, Sanctity |