| Cold has come to fill my heart
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| To numb my head and bones
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| Paralysed and torn apart
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| Thick and heavy feelings flow
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| Through my body turned to stone
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| Stiffened mind thoughts running slow
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| Dead man’s image I can see
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| Had been killed so silently
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| Always been first to admit
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| But the very last to know
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| Didn’t even know a bit
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| Couldn’t see the foe
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| How could I have been so blind?
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| Says the man stabbed from behind
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| Every lie I had believed
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| Everything you misconceived
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| Every sign I didn’t see
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| The mirror showing me
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| And what a long lying
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| What a wrong trying
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| And I knew I had to go
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| Like it was the only thing to know
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| And I know it was the only way
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| Not a single word left to say
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| So without a word I turned my back away
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| Silently I shut the door
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| To end the conflict stop the war
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| All that was it will be nothing
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| There is nothing left to say
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| Not a word not a single word to say
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| All that could have been it won’t be
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| Here comes the final day
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| Nothing’s like it was before
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| Just no connection anymore
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| And what a long dying
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| Such a wrong crying
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| And I knew I had to grow
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| Had to never let a weakness show
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| Had to push the memory far away
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| Had to try to find myself a better way
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| Every tear I didn’t hide
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| A tiny little suicide
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| Every second by your side
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| A minute more of giving up my pride
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| Cold has filled my heart again
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| And turned my blood to stone
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| No sun so warm to warm you when
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| You’re naked and alone
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| Pictures in my head again
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| That never will be shown
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| I’ll return a stronger man
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| Stronger than the one you’ve known
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| All that was it will be nothing
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| There is nothing left to say
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| Not a word not a single word to say
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| Nothing there is nothing
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| Not a word no alert
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| You might change the way you dress
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| Change the color of your hair
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| You’ll always change your mind I guess
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| Just like the clothes you wear
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| So if we ever meet again
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| A different time a different place
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| Don’t forget I’ll know by then
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| You will never change your ways
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| Nothing will be nothing
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| Not a word not a hurt
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| You might have to wear a coat
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| Weighing on you heavily
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| You might have to share the load
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| The load you put on me
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| There ain’t no way now to disclaim
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| You’ll always be the one to blame
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| So make a profit on the loss
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| Be a party take your share
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| Nail your conscience to the cross
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| To the cross you let me bear
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| Nothing will be nothing
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| Not a word to be heard
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| By the way I honestly
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| Thank you so much for teaching me
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| I’ve learned a lot you made me see
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| You are what I don’t want to be |