| I was just sitting and thankin' I remember em sayin' you was sick
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| guess I was too young to understand,
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| I remember we’ll all sit around the bed prayin' then you’ll cry cry it got to
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| me bad,
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| I was bad then you grab ya belt why why why all I keep askin' myself,
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| I’m holdin my tears ma you got sum pretty granddaughters I just wish you can
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| see them,
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| Sometimes I wish that I wasn’t here sometimes I wish that all of my problems
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| would just disappear,
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| On the real its been 14 years tell me why in the hell it still feel like
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| yesterday still,
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| So I just write to take the stress away really that don’t work no more,
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| So I think about the better things like you ain’t gotta hurt no more,
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| And ma I hope you hearin' me cuz I just want fa you to know I know
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| that you ain’t want to leave it wasn’t yo choice you had to go,
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| But I no you probably right here beside me standin' in this booth with me
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| lovin' me and guiding me holdin' me protectin' me keepin' me alive
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| and I had to write this song for you this one fa you momma
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| I no you probably right here beside me standin' in this booth with me
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| lovin' me and guiding me holdin' me protectin' me keepin' me alive
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| and I had to write this song for you this one for you momma,
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| This yo song ma I had to write it and really ion care if don’t nobody else like
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| it,
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| Ain’t nobody else like ya you made the way fa me told me I can have whateva I
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| want if I prayed for it,
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| Flowers on ya grave an some times I get a lil crazy,
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| I always respect my elders cause that’s just the way you raised me
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| sittin' in my kitchen and lookin' at the pictures just rememberin' the times I
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| ain’t lyin' ya love was price less,
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| I sit up late nite in the dark like ain’t no light switch steady askin' god why
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| the hell it gotta be like dis,
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| No tellin' how yo life go like when the dice roll you rest in peace I think
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| imma be alright doe,
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| But I no you probably right here beside me standin' in this booth with me
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| lovin' me and guiding me holdin' me protectin' me keepin' me alive
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| and I had to write this song for you this one fa you momma
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| I no you probably right here beside me standin' in this booth with me
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| lovin' me and guiding me holdin' me protectin' me keepin' me alive
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| and I had to write this song for you this one for you momma |