Lyrics Edges - Disbelief

Edges

It’s more than controlling
It’s more than everything I’ve got
The force to finish life
Begins in heads, and ends with a knife
When it comes
Slow, deep and firmed deadly
It’s more than a wish
Perhaps like prophecy
How does it start the first time?
How does it start when it comes?
The wish to kill again
Is now stronger, stronger…
First — I will try
Second — my own way to die
A third time — try to die once more
EDGES, cut, EDGES
I watch the days go by
Can’t wait for the night, the night
Again my pulse grows
I’m ready to cut me off
I’m sure this will be my last try
I will kill me, myself and I
This time I’ll make no faults
I will use eternal force
Is this right — is this wrong
Do that act — must be strong
Can’t wait now — I waited so long
This time for sure — I’ll be dead
I’m dead — I’m dead — I’m dead — I’ll be dead
First — I will try
Second — my own way to die
A third time — try to die once more
EDGES, cut, EDGES
I watch the days go by
Can’t wait for the night, the night
Again my pulse grows
I’m ready to cut me off