Translation of the song lyrics LOTUS - Dir En Grey

LOTUS (original)

眼を閉じる
此処は蒼い 朱鷺が鳴く 心の底
嵐が連れ去った 明日を感じたいから
剥がれ朽ちる絵と
記憶からまだ涙を消せない
この闇の音も
きっとそれはもう癒えない
何処かで知りながら
記憶からまた涙を落とし
周りを見渡す
きっとそこにはもう誰の
為でもない今が…独り
消えない傷でも綺麗でしょ？
夢が枯れてもまだ愛せるの？
確かに煌く明日じゃない
壊れそうなその意思は
振る返る為の傷じゃない
記憶からまだ涙を消せない
この闇の音も
きっとそれはもう癒えない
何処かで知りながら
壊れ行く 夜が 目の前で
何もかも捨てた お前は月
泣いて眠ればいい
過ちが生き方を変えはしない
気高く真っ白な 蓮を咲かせ
背に描いた 意思はもう揺るがない
自由な空 眼を閉じよう
What is believing?

LOTUS (translation)

Close your eyes
This is the bottom of my heart where the blue crested ibis crows
I want to feel tomorrow when the storm has taken away
With a picture that peels off and decays
I still can't erase my tears from my memory
The sound of this darkness
I'm sure it won't heal anymore
While knowing somewhere
Drop tears from memory again
Look around
I'm sure who's there already
Now that it's not for me ... alone
Even scratches that don't disappear are beautiful, right?
Can you still love your dreams even if they die?
Certainly not a glittering tomorrow
That intention that seems to break
It's not a scratch to look back
I still can't erase my tears from my memory
The sound of this darkness
I'm sure it won't heal anymore
While knowing somewhere
The breaking night is right in front of me
She threw everything away, you're the moon
Just cry and sleep
Mistakes do not change the way we live
Blooming noble white lotus
The intention I drew on my back is unwavering
Let's close our free sky eyes
What is believing?