Lyrics Crux - Desires

Crux

I still see your silhouette
I still feel your breath on my neck
I’m drowning in memories
I’d come up for air but the reality is
The water is better for me
I still hear your voice at night
I still feel your body by my side
I’m drowning in memories
But the water is better for me
There is no time left to be replaceable
But there is good in every goodbye
And there is no time to be replaceable
There is good in every goodbye
Black clouds follow
And pour down
But I still love the rain
Compare your loss to those who have suffered worse from their chosen foes
I know my broken bones will never heal if I’m left alone
Join hands, let’s make a toast to the ones still here, those who helped us grow
We are the monuments of the present tense
And the past is nothing but ashes
And the past is nothing but ashes
And the past is nothing but…
Black clouds follow
And pour down
But I still love the rain
You are not my heart, you are not my home
I’m not dying for this
It’s not about what you’ve left behind
But what you’ve taken from the ones that have hurt you
The lies you’ve been told, the things that can’t be undone
Cause these Michigan winters will chill my skin
But I refuse to long for your warmth again
The sun will come, the snow will melt
And changes will begin
Black clouds follow
And pour down
But I still love the rain
Black clouds follow
But I still love the rain
I still love the rain