Lyrics A Day As the Moon - Deserters

A Day As the Moon

Suddenly, I am awake.
I see the earth from outer space.
I feel the warmth
of the sun’s rays, but he never sees my face.
This is a dream I’m sure,
but I can see the world and as long as I’m asleep, I feel as if I can
almost reach.
I can almost feel your touch.
Hope is such a rush, but I
can’t conjure love.
Even in dreams, I’m just not enough.
The endless cycle
of hoping that I’ll wake up, just to go about my day in the fucking hole
that I create, in hopes that tonight I dream and that just for once it
grants me peace… please.
I am the moon, so cold and blue, so many holes in
me from you.
Did you take a piece of me?
I feel so fucking empty.
Cold as
ice, but I’m not melting.
I feel the light, but it’s not fucking helping
now.
Please God, just wake me up.
I’d rather suffer through reality than
curse the day for what I see in my dreams.
How could he ever feel the same, when he doesn’t know my name?