Lyrics Rupture - Denihilist

Rupture

I am returning to the place, the place that I’ve never seen face to face
To fill the void in my brain, keeps pulling me back almost every single day
My unstable mental state has come to play, I try to tell him no
But he won’t stay away, unstable state has come to play, he won’t stay the fuck
away
Can’t tell if I’m awake, lack of sleep is my enemy
Fuck
Who is that entity that I see, he won’t show his face, I can’t see his identity
Is this really a dream, a false reality?
I slip slowly into madness as my eyelids start to swell
And the pupils dilate
Losing everything, free to do anything
I’ve become a sleepless terrestrial
I’ve become a sleepless terrestrial,
An alter ego to make myself feel better,
I’m not him, I swear that’s not me telling myself who to be.
Losing everything, free to do anything
I don’t fucking need you!