Lyrics NEVER BE THE SAME - Ded Stark

NEVER BE THE SAME

I’m still
Gettin hi by myself every day to numb the pain
Gettin by just enough to justify it in my brain
I’ll be fine I don’t need help even tho I feel insane
Wasting time now I’ve changed my life will never be the same
Ain’t no clean slate, that shit is permanently stained
Like a Cheapskate, I dust it off to use again
Ain’t no Briefcase, I never tried to be a man
Ain’t no free space, it’s a game that I can’t understand
I had a plan
But That shit fell through my hands
Time to adapt
Cuz imma die if I can’t
Gettin hi by myself every day to numb the pain
Gettin by just enough to justify it in my brain
I’ll be fine I don’t need help even tho I feel insane
Wasting time now I’ve changed my life will never be the same
My life will never be the same
My life will never be the same
My life will never be the same
Gettin wasted in my fuckin room again
Fuckin wasted another afternoon again
Can’t erase all the stress and anxiety
Gettin chased by the demon that’s inside of me
I been feelin like a heathen as of recent
It’s hard to even keep believing that I’m decent
I can change up in a day like every season
And I hate to say that I don’t even know the reason
Gettin hi by myself every day to numb the pain
Gettin by just enough to justify it in my brain
I’ll be fine I don’t need help even tho I feel insane
Wasting time now I’ve changed my life will never be the same
Gettin hi by myself every day to numb the pain
Gettin by just enough to justify it in my brain
I’ll be fine I don’t need help even tho I feel insane
Wasting time now I’ve changed my life will never be the same
My life will never be the same
My life will never be the same
My life will never be the same