Lyrics Staring At The Sun - Decay

Staring At The Sun

Staring at the sun till my eyes bleed
Holding my head I’m trying to forget the things I’ve seen
All the places I’ve been and who I’ve been
There are holes inside my head and my thoughts are leaking out.
And I’m scared
of what you’ll find because I’ve grown to hate myself
Keeping my head under water
Holding my chest there’s really nothing left for me to sing
Of all my moods and how they swing
I’ve feeling so uninspired with nothing to write
I spend my nights just counting down to the warmth of the morning light
I’m beginning to hate myself
I really think I could use some help