| I’m trying my best to be what I’ve gotta be,
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| but the voice in my head’s what’s stopping me.
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| Got the key to the lock,
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| but I can’t seem to stop it from blocking me.
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| So, should I give up? |
| Should I give in?
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| Is it all even worth the pain in the end?
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| I don’t know how much more I can take.
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| This is gonna be the time that I finally break down.
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| This is really what it feels like. |
| (Feels like.)
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| To be torn from the inside. |
| (Inside.)
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| It’s that every day struggle to pick the right side.
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| It’s the battle within between me and my mind.
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| But no one ever wins. |
| (No one ever wins.)
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| Yeah, no one ever wins
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| when I wage the same old war.
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| I’ve gotta make it out.
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| Every day is constant fight for my own life,
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| but what am I running from?
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| I’ve only got myself to blame.
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| If I wanna change, I’ve got to overcome myself.
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| I’ll be the death of me. |
| (I've got to overcome.)
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| Myself.
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| I’ll be the death of me if I don’t get my head in the right place.
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| In the right place.
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| I’ve got to get my head in the right place
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| before it’s too late.
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| Oh god, it’s coming back now.
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| My misery.
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| Everything I put behind me.
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| Everything I buried beneath me.
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| It’s fucking killing me.
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| It’s fucking killing me.
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| This is really what it feels like.
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| To be torn from the inside.
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| It’s that every day struggle to pick the right side.
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| It’s the battle within between me and my mind.
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| Between me and my mind,
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| no one ever wins.
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| No, no one ever wins.
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| It’s all worthless.
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| This time I’ve got to make it out.
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| Every day is constant fight for my own life,
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| but what am I running from?
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| I’ve only got myself to blame.
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| If I wanna change, I’ve got to overcome myself.
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| I’ll be the death of me. |
| (I've got to overcome.)
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| Myself.
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| I’ll be the death of me if I don’t get my head in the right place. |