| There’s a saltwater film on the jar of your ashes
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| I threw them to sea but a gust blew them backwards and the sting in my eyes
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| Which you then inflicted was par for the course just as when you were living
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| It’s no stretch to say you were not quite a father but a donor of seeds to a
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| poor single mother
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| That would raise us alone
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| We never saw the money that
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| Went down your throat
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| Through the hole in your belly
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| Thirteen years old in the suburbs of Denver
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| Standing in line for Thanksgiving dinner at the catholic church
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| The servers wore crosses
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| To shield from the sufferance plaguing the others
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| Styrofoam plates, cafeteria tables
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| Charity reeks of cheap wine and pity
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| And I’m thinking of you, I do every year
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| When we count all our blessings
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| And wonder what we’re doing here
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| You’re a disgrace to the concept of family
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| The priest won’t divulge that fact in his homily
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| And I’ll stand up and scream
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| If the mourning remain quiet
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| You can deck out a lie in a suit but I won’t buy it
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| I won’t join in the procession that’s speaking their piece
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| Using five dollar words while praising his integrity
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| And just cause he’s gone it doesn’t change the fact
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| He was a bastard in life thus a bastard in death, yeah |