| It’s been dark for hours, I just wish i could find some rest
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| Instead i’m walking the city looking to clear my head
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| It’s like I haven’t seen anyone for days
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| In a lot of ways, i guess that’s how I like it
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| There’s been a lot on my mind
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| And these empty streets got me thinking
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| There must be more to this life
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| Than just trying to make it through
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| I walk like my heart’s whole
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| But when it comes out in the wash
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| Pale and hollow
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| Cold water filling up the sink
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| Face pressed down underneath
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| Gut wrenching on the drink
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| Like the sum of these parts don’t matter, no
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| Cause I’ve been here for so long
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| And i feel like I’ll never change
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| Feel like I’ll never change
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| Let’s go back several years — ship sinking
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| I’m drinking, she’s drinking. |
| Imbibition meant no inhibitions
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| We were vicious. |
| I was listless; |
| didn’t know what I was missing
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| I’d been gone for so long by then
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| A few more back, I was livin lonely
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| Chest heavy with a heart that’s frozen
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| But even before, all I wanted to say would instead always be stored
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| Deep in my core, somewhere I’d ignore
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| Where it started to shape-shift
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| Send chills across my skin
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| That crept like a sickness
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| Through sad songs about suffering
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| I’m sorry for coming all this way while really staying put
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| I know it’s hard you
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| But i’m trying to get my head right
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| No ‘left for dead', right?
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| We’re thick and thin right?
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| I need to hear it again
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| That you think I can win
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| Cause I’ve been here for so long
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| And i feel like I’ll never change
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| Feel like I’ll never change |