| Selfishness is disease
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| I hope it won’t take me
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| I hope it won’t break me
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| Like it’s breaking all my friends
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| Any means to an end
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| Is it really that fucked up that I’d rather be dead
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| I know this will make me vulnerable
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| But I have to know
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| Did you ever care more than you showed?
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| When you left for eighteen weeks
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| Did you ever think of me?
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| I hope that when you crack a smile
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| I fill your headspace for a while
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| And if you ever wondered why I’m always scared
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| I’ve seen people change, they remain unaware
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| Like their loved ones were never there
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| I’m reaching out, I wish you cared
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| Would you dream of me?
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| Even when I slip into anxiety
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| Would you believe in me?
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| Even if it cost you everything
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| Would you dream of me?
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| When you sleep?
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| I hear you calling my name
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| The air on your teeth
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| When you speak of me
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| When you speak of me
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| When you left for eighteen weeks
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| Did you ever think of me?
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| I hope that when you crack a smile
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| I fill your headspace for a while
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| And if you ever wondered why I’m always scared
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| I’ve seen people change, they remain unaware
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| Like their loved ones were never there
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| I’m reaching out, I wish you cared
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| Would you dream of me?
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| Even when I slip into anxiety
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| Would you believe in me?
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| Even if it cost you everything
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| Would you dream of me?
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| When you sleep?
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| I hear you calling my name
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| The air on your teeth
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| When you speak of me
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| When you speak of me
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| It’s complicated but I think I’ll be fine
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| Because you can’t turn the clock and you can’t rewind
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| Still jaded, I missed all the signs
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| 20/20 vision, but with you I’m blind
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| So hold your tongue and let me speak
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| When you left it left me weak
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| Let’s find out how far I sink
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| Tie anchors to my feet
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| When you left you for eighteen weeks
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| Did you ever think of me?
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| I hope that when you crack a smile
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| I fill your headspace for a while
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| And if you ever wondered why I’m always scared
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| I’ve seen people change, they remain unaware
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| Like their loved ones were never there
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| I’m reaching out, I wish you cared |