
Date of issue: 30.04.2020
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Fat Wreck Chords
Song language: English
Libriyum |
Loaded to brim with Librium |
Hallucinating in some retro tele nova |
Just using worse drugs to quit the drugs |
When using to stay comfortable enough |
Used to be I’d drink myself through every twist and turn |
But now I’ve grown up |
A bit |
And seen some shit |
Made my mistakes |
I’ve lost and won |
What did I learn? |
LALALALALALA |
OHHHHHH |
Holy shit I’m not dependent anymore |
It’s fucking weird |
I’ve been an addict for a decade |
Now I can see the world so clearly |
And it’s terrifying |
My mind it feels rejuvenated |
All those thoughts I drown out |
For so long are bubbling back up |
And their driving me crazy |
Oh, look now I can feel again |
The numbness has evaded |
How real life it’s fine and dandy |
No, it’s not I fucking hate this |
Is this really how all these sober people live |
Life sober is over stimulating |
Piece of shit |
This feelings hell and boring normalcy |
Why did I even quit? |
Oh, yeah that’s right I almost died |
So, I suppose I’ll give this sober train a ride |
At least until I yank out all my teeth |
Does this boredom never cease? |
Reality is a disease |
Oh, lord I need fucking drink |
LALALALA OHHH. |
I sit in slippers on a dog hair coated sofa |
Staring at the ceiling contemplating god |
Why I numb myself and what I’m so afraid of |
All while trying to ignore these racing thoughts |
I’ve a never-ending nagging |
Need to figure out the point |
Or maybe there just isn’t one |
We’re all just maladroit |
Moronic Meaningless abominations |
Hurdling towards an empty everlasting blank oblivion |
The clarity is killing me |
But so were the drugs |
Why can I not just exist happily |
Without being numb? |
Is there something I’m missing |
Which others have found? |
If you’ve answers inform me |
I’m being drug down by the weight of unknowing |
It’s really bummin' me out |
I’ve been to hell and back |
And seen so much |
Beneath the heavens |
So, what did I learn |
Left to my own devices |
And stripped of all my vices |
I possess a tendency |
To overthink and analyze things |
But I don’t think it worthless |
To contemplate our purpose |
Now that our society |
Appears to have become so thoughtless |
It seems especially important |
That we take a sec to gather some perspective |
And remember that we’re all just specs |
Of dust within a vast expanse |
Created out of happenstance |
Diluted from the same initial spark |
So, let’s party down |
LALALALA OHHH. |
Name | Year |
---|---|
My Darling Dopamine | 2020 |
Flurry Rush | 2020 |
Ditches | 2020 |
Saboteurs | 2020 |
Addvice | 2020 |
Rewind | 2020 |
None Exempt | 2020 |
Fast Track | 2020 |
Show Me the Blueprints. | 2020 |
Goodbye Lulu Pt.2 | 2020 |