Lyrics Thirty and Miserable - Dawn Of Winter

Thirty and Miserable

Trapped here in nowhere alone with myself
Infinite sadness my life feels like death
No god to hear me in dark endless night
Here in my brooding where dark kills the light
Cast out from heaven and stranded in hell
I’ve met with nightmares I drank from their well
Thirty and lonely a miserable man
A twisted soul no one understands
Help me kill me
I am born to terror again
Nail me to your cross of shame
I awake to torture again
More years of cries and pain in vain
Burden of sorrow it shatters my mind
Beyond this sadness more sorrow I’ll find
No love to soothe me no hand to caress
I feel like dying but what horror is death
A fallen angel sinful unholy forlorn
Mocked by the righteous a prey to their scorn
I turn around to face what is me
A broken shadow lost in cold misery