| No one will know the pain I feel
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| All of my wounds they never will heal
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| I’m just a child whose youth has been killed
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| I am a slave to nightmares and fear
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| I went to school that day again like any days before in my life since then
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| I tried to learn, to help myself, to listen carefully what they say
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| The bell has rang, looking forward to go then, could have found some new birds
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| singing
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| Instead of that I have met you — the black men, the shadows, the devil
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| And in my dreams I still see the dark so clear
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| And every night I try to sleep with fear
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| Your icecold hands and your whiskeysmelling breath
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| Those touching hands they have felt to me like death
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| Pain and hate — it all feels the same to me
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| This was my youth you destroyed
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| Sorrow or joy — I never live my life again
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| This was my innocence you killed
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| You brought me here and destroyed my peace
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| To this place that I see every night in my dreams
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| You heard my cries, you enjoyed them well
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| For this night I had to be your slave
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| You hid your face, I never saw
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| I never will and I’d never want to see it
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| You let me go after raping me for that
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| I lost everything I once called life
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| Pain and hate — it all feels the same to me
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| This was my youth you destroyed
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| Sorrow or joy — I never live my life again
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| This was my innocence you killed. |