| Here is the truth. |
| Exactly how I remember it. |
| And perhaps in being so,
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| it is inevitably undone
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| Here when the hour is late and the bottle long gone. |
| Where thoughts like
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| constellations blur in and out of focus, nothing more than buoyant memories;
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| aqueous melancholy. |
| The shoreline recedes into darkness, betraying grains of
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| the past. |
| They catch light of the moon, giving song and sparkle to this late
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| night tale. |
| Here’s the truth, I swear. |
| Word for word, picking through a pile of
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| sedimentary emotion
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| The crackle of fire, the cold in my bones and the pitter patter of rain takes
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| me back. |
| Echoes of footfalls crushing fallen leaves, all that’s left of the
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| yellow wood. |
| Racing back in time. |
| Back to where it all started; |
| the beginning
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| of the end
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| We’d set up camp between risk and consequence, reckless in a way that only
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| youth can know. |
| Our hearts a cursor, pulsing, eager to forge the story of our
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| lives. |
| There was no such thing as a photo without flash, a song without bass,
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| or too much faith in the future. |
| Little did we know |
| What happened over what is felt is of little consequence. |
| The sheer impact of
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| remaining impervious to desire. |
| You to me; |
| a hem caught by a hook in time.
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| Inexplicably attached, like the deadweight subscription of newspapers in a
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| digital world of click stories and shot glass love affairs
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| The orchestra of our past carries on listlessly. |
| Erratic, yet somehow segued.
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| Like time
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| And all of our choices, embalmed, incubate the senses. |
| The smell of your skin,
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| the sound of your breath, the question mark curve in your ear. |
| Now these seem
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| hollow, like the nape of your neck. |
| Where once I touched and felt you
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| Alas, remember the end?
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| Outside the Admiral, I inhaled. |
| I exhaled, reflecting. |
| I didn’t notice you
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| arrive. |
| But you stood there alongside me as the rain fell down. |
| «I don’t think
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| this was a good idea,» I said, Lying
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| You shuffled your weight on both feet and I knew you wanted to say something.
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| I didn’t let you, and you disappeared like mist, suspended in sight,
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| betrayed by my grasp. |
| How I wish I’d run after you and said: |
| «Hold me like you would a photograph. |
| From the edges, and lightly.
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| «Because anything more and I’d be stained; |
| sullied by the desire of what would
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| always and inevitably leave me undone
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| You have been listening to Late Night Tales, music and stories worth staying up
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| for |