| Tuesday, 23rd of January, 2018
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| I’m here with David
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| This is our first session
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| We’re just gonna talk about your background
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| Where you’re from, any issues you’ve been dealing with
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| So, where should we start?
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| Look
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| Stop all the pain
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| How do you stop all the pain, huh?
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| I used to hear a voice when I was praying
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| But nowadays, I don’t even wanna be saved
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| Nah, fuck that, I don’t wanna be saved
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| I was born to be wild, I don’t wanna be tamed
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| Talent’s in my blood and I don’t wanna be vain
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| But if I’m a psycho, then I don’t wanna be sane
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| I used to dream of this shit when I was hopping on train
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| So, so bad, I used to want all the fame
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| My ex-girl want to shoot a cover for Vogue
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| Which is pretty ironic 'cause she’s top of the range
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| If any one of you take a shot on a track
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| My niggas come back and put a shot in your frame
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| Easy as the alphabet
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| Three G’s in the ring, call me Alvarez
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| My teacher used to say I need counseling
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| Couldn’t stop asking me, «What do you feel?»
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| There’s so many old scars that they wanna reveal
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| We got off on the wrong foot 'cause I don’t want him to heal, nah
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| But if you’re looking for a psycho, you got one
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| I thought I had a screw loose but I lost one
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| Ninety-nine problems, money, it is not one
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| My currency’s Kenyan, that’s in it for the long run, huh
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| Tears on a pillow
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| Bro, I shed so many tears on a pillow
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| I used to tell my teachers that nobody gets it
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| I don’t know Clarke but I know that I’m a Kidult
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| 'Cause my mummy ain’t been home, miss thinks I’m involved
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| Blame my environment, it made me a sicko
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| Furthermore, I should bring that bitch down to Streatham
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| And then make her spend a day in a veil like a widow
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| Kiddo, we seen swords longer than a limo
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| My bros are blacksmiths like Jaden and Willow
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| Man, there’s weapons over here, we’re reppin' over here
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| We’re from the Southside but it’s Streatham over here
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| No telling if you’re selling, hold the wettin' over here
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| Get him over here, who the fuck is checkin' over here?
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| Most my niggas are the ones applying pressure over here
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| Fuck assault, I can get a nigga peppered over here, whoa
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| We wanted more, then some food on the strip or moving a brick
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| My niggas went to school with the rich and we were broke
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| Hiding crow in a Rubicon drink
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| Which is funny 'cause that’s how we put food in the fridge
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| So, who am I?
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| Someone tryna live his best life
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| I just wanna take a pretty woman for a test drive
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| If I bring her to my room and I press, I
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| Guarantee she gonna see the force like an ex-wife
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| People tell me I’m a little bit barmy
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| For my army, I need a bottle of Bacardi
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| If it’s me and a pouch with my dargy
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| Shawty, you’re seeing two stars in the party
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| Fuck what you heard
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| I’m a top boy and I ain’t giving man a turn
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| I don’t wanna know a pretty woman wanna flirt
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| Learned you can judge a nigga by the women that he curves
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| I love this game, I ain’t lost focus
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| I’m a hitmaker, if you haven’t noticed
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| I could be the rapper with the message like you’re hoping
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| But what’s the point in me being the best if no one knows it?
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| Brother I’m a careful, humble, reckless, arrogant, extravagant
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| Nigga probably battlin' with manic depression
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| Man, I think I’m going mad again
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| It’s like I’m happy for a second then I’m sad again
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| And to my fans, the reason I could get to this
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| You’re my drug, the instrumental my therapist
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| Man, I need some therapy
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| My girl saying that she’ll never leave
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| I’m scared she gonna find a better me
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| Deeper insecurities, like
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| What if I don’t leave a legacy?
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| Money, why they check for me?
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| Mummy lost respect for me
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| I wish we could be together but that ain’t how life works
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| I used to cry about my dad until my fucking eyes burnt
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| Nose running, you don’t know nothing
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| Before I put a penny on the table, I provided for my family
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| Held my mother’s hand through the agony, hey
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| You ever fall 'sleep 'cause you don’t wanna be awake?
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| In a way, you’re tired of the reality you face?
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| If you’re thinking 'bout doing it
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| Suicide doesn’t stop the pain, you’re only moving it
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| Lives that you’re ruining
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| Thoughts of a world without you in it, hiding
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| I ain’t psycho but my life is |