| Suicidal doors suicidal thoughts
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| One’s reality and one’s a dream
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| 6 months in bedroom felt like 40
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| But writing gave me what I need
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| See I was on the edge, looking over felt like fallin
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| I couldn’t feel my legs for 6 months I was barely crawlin
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| Thinking everything I worked for about to slip away
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| And so looked to up the lord and prayed that I would be okay
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| And so he listened if it wasn’t mother I’d have done it
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| Tied the rope and wrapped it round and I ain’t talkin bout a bungee
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| I was so close, please believe
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| No Jay Z I ain’t frontin
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| But someone told me «Danny don’t you dare cause what you want is coming»
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| To be the greatest? |
| To get signed? |
| To get a major?
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| Cause all these things are worthless if you’re by yourself to celebrate it
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| I ain’t wasting no more time no paid vacations
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| Just because I copped a Rollie still don’t mean I have the patience
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| Or the time to deal with all these fuckeries on my mind
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| I’m seeing shitty rappers poppin off like takin cork out wine
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| Its fine cause I don’t need a light the way I shine
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| I’m here to hold my hometown up
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| London city spine
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| If its life or death then it’s meant to be
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| Back up on my feet it was meant to be
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| Made my life my dream it was meant to be
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| Making music all the time this life was meant for me
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| And now I’m back the top is where I’m meant to be
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| I kept the circle small while shit was big for me
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| People doubted now they saying I’m gone save the scene
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| But I don’t you all from day one this was meant to be
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| I’m in it for the whole cake not a slice like kimbo
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| And most my bars go over heads just like you doing limbo
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| Am I in it for the fortune fame and all the bimbos?
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| Or am I tryna open doors for London, fuck a window
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| Fuck with me I’ll take your wifey out the friendzone
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| I made most of perception without even touching endo
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| That’s a n o, cause I keep hearin voices like an echo
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| But everyone said I’m about to blow, Jonny deep flow
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| There’s a lot of pressure, a lot of people desperate
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| To have rap act overseas who really ups the levels
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| I hope I do it cause if I don’t no one else moving
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| No one making waves me man all my waves could move a cruise ship
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| No alarms but everybody on me snoozin
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| I’m all about my greens like a smoothie
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| Everybody say I changed like a dressing room be
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| I don’t have a new me they just never knew me |