| Remember one time dawg, this fiend owed the boss
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| Put peanut butter on her pussy, let his pits lick it off
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| Back when I was living on Flanders
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| Seen another dope fiend beat another with a hammer
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| Remember at the park, seen a nigga at the payphone
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| Got rocked in his dome, momma picked me up and ran home
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| Was like fucking seven years old
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| When I first seen a fiend try to light a rock off the stove
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| Damn near burned his top lip off, so my mind ticked off
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| Desensitized to a lot of things, mind would drift off
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| Wish it was what I seen on TV
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| I snapped outta that, unc' beating on my auntie
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| Gunshots outside was sorta like fireworks
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| We know they ain’t fireworks, it’s December 21st
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| Cold winter with a kerosene heater
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| On the couch so cold, can’t take off your sneakers
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| And it’s torture
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| Look in my mind and see the horrors
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| All the shit that I’ve seen, nigga it’s torture
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| Look in my mind and see the horrors
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| All the shit that I’ve seen, nigga it’s torture
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| Look in my mind and see the horrors
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| All the shit that I’ve seen
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| I feel like a, prisoner of war
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| Reacting sporadically to what the mind absorb
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| Probably need a shrink, can’t get a wink
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| So I smoke a lot of kush and pop a Xanax to sleep
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| Close my eyes, look up, fiend said 1 for 8
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| Can tell that I scared him by the look on my face
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| Reached in my pocket, served him nervous as a surgeon
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| Can’t believe where I’m at, 'posed be writing verses
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| Heard a knock at the door, 'nother fiend wanted fo'
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| Gave him what he came for, told him go to the sto'
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| Let me get a box of Swishers, Faygo Cola
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| Gave his ass another stone, now guess what, it’s over
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| He ain’t come back, before I could look back
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| I heard the wood on the door crack
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| And they yelling «Police!»
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| With this work up in my jeans, man this a bad dream
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| And it’s torture
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| Look in my mind and see the horrors
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| All the shit that I’ve seen, nigga it’s torture
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| Look in my mind and see the horrors
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| All the shit that I’ve seen, nigga it’s torture
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| Look in my mind and see the horrors
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| All the shit that I’ve seen |