| Backwood of that good to the pain for the brain
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| A cup of lean for me to sleep, see I be going through thangs
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| Music business got me stressed Xanax to maintain
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| Waking up on wrong sides got me writing in vain
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| Vicodin to numb me up help me cope with the struggle
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| Remember praying to get in there saying rap to my brothers
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| And now I, got the whole world listening
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| Give your ear for a second a life changing decision
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| Every other minute thoughts run through my mind
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| 'bout how bad I wanted this but I cannot waste time
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| So I’m trapped in the beat, stuck on every line
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| Nothing else matters, except my next rhyme
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| You can never understand all the pressure I’m against
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| Getting high thinking how to make it better than your last shit
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| Might have a mental breakdown
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| If it wasn’t for these pills here now
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| And no matter how it gets I hold on
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| Rolling up this dope to cope I float on, nigga I float on
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| Let’s go, hop up in the Chevy four-door
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| Let’s roll (I float on)
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| Remember back when mommy sent me for the Wonder Bread
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| And niggas jumped me stomped on my fucking head
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| It’s like I learned right then you either sink or you swim
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| And to beat your enemy, you gotta think like them
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| So I was up late breaking day with the gremlins
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| Music in my heart but my thoughts wouldn’t listen
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| Hood outta bye-bye cause rap shit was sci-fi
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| So I’m tormented with the things I seen with these eyes
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| Can’t get a wink 'less I’m leaning off of syrup
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| Dreaming of my past like a nightmare so I wake up
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| Staring at the ceiling with this feeling that won’t go away
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| Until the verse is done wrote all day but them shit’s throwaway
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| So I’m breaking day sniffing Adderall writing
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| And not for the money for the life after dying
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| Pray I get old just to hear I been the future
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| Just to see my influence in this genre of music
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| And might make it to see somehow
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| If it wasn’t for these pills here now
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| And no matter how it gets I hold on
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| Rolling up this dope to cope I float on, nigga I float on |